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Posted by sherodon  
So even though I dont know if it's really gonna stick because it usually doesnt.

I really hope that I dont give into him this time because I am so tired of the nausea and vommitting, the exhaustion from the anxiety, the panic attacks, and him telling every one that I'm crazy.

I'm over of hearing that I shouldnt be mad when he...
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Last night was really bad, so I got a bottle of Burnett's blue rasberry and made it worse. It's weird because ever since I've accepted that my boyfriend is abusing me I've been super sensitive after "incidents" have happened, but I feel nothing today. It's just like before like me and him are totally normal. I'm...
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Posted by sherodon  
Ugggggggh. :rant: I think I made a huge mistake. I love my boyfriend why did I break up with him. I'm just ranting. It's only been three hours lol. :duh: No one else is gonna ever want to be with me. He really loves me as long as two people love each other thats all that matters right?? He was being the best person he could be, even if...
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Posted by sherodon  
5 Good things of staying with my boyfriend:
  • He takes me out places on dates.
  • He buys my alcohol.
  • He gives me a place to stay when I dont want to be any where else.
  • I get to sleep with my head on his chest.
  • He's working extremely hard on fixing the negative.

5 Bad things about staying with my...
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5 Good things of staying with my boyfriend:
[list]

[*]He took me out places on dates.
[*]He bought my alcohol.
[*]He gives me a place to stay when I dont want to be any where else.
[*]I get to sleep with my head on his chest.
[*]He's working extremely hard on fixing the negative.
The things that are crossed out...
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Posted by sherodon  
So I know you guys probably dont want to hear about this but I have kind of been weeding people out of my life the past couple of weeks so it's kind of just me right now and I want to tell somebody!! :)

So me and my boyfriend have had alot of problems in the past couple years, and I just kept giving him second chances, but last night...
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Just me venting!

23 July 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So today I found out I might qualify for unemployment! Of course my mom came home from vacation this morning and was only said two sentences before letting me know that I needed to find out because "what else are you gonna do, sleep all morning" um like hello that would be nice. She seriously went through this entire house,which I...
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I dont know about any one else but my sexually abusive boyfriend cheats on me alot. I know I should be mad about the fact that he does this but the only thing in the past two weeks that I can focus on is the other women. I am EXTremely worried that he may be doing to to these random strangers what he does to me. I would feel soooo guilty if that...
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Posted by sherodon  
I dont know about any one else but my sexually abusive boyfriend cheats on me alot. I know I should be mad about the fact that he does this but the only thing in the past two weeks that I can focus on is the other women. I am EXTremely worried that he may be doing to to these random strangers what he does to me. I would feel soooo guilty if that...
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Posted by sherodon  
I dont know about any one else but my sexually abusive boyfriend cheats on me alot. I know I should be mad about the fact that he does this but the only thing in the past two weeks that I can focus on is the other women. I am EXTremely worried that he may be doing to to these random strangers what he does to me. I would feel soooo guilty if that...
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