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So pissed

25 August 2012
Posted by sherodon  
i cant scream right now bbut I am at home so I am just going to type it and post it on this blog so hope fully it makes me feel better.

Uggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


It did a little.


Headed over to the ex boyfriends house he's actually trying to show up at my house with my...
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Posted by sherodon  
So the more time that passes, the more I realize how boring my life is.

I am slso realizing the reason why I stayed with him so long.

Its because I hate my mom I think. I really cant get along with her and so I had to stay with him to escape from her. It's crazy to realize the only reason This stupid relationship got as deep as it did was...
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Told my cousin last night

19 August 2012
Posted by sherodon  
I really didnt say anything, I just said that I didnt know how to tell her and that I have been wanting to tell her.

All I said was that I have been goin to the crisis center once a week for over a month now. She really didnt say much, she kept telling me that it was ok to crying even though I wasnt crying. Lol She was like your freaking out...
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Cant stop crying . . .

17 August 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So ever since yesterday I have been crying on and off and I cant freaking stop. I even cried in front of my mom today which I never ever do. I'm even crying right now. I cant stop thinking about every thing that happened.

This is so horrible I probably wont even wear make up tonight because I cant stop. This suuucks.

I think I am having...
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ughh

11 August 2012
Posted by sherodon  
This is so tough. Feelin soo alone. Think I'm just gonna give in and head over to the exboyfriends tonight. Cant stand being by myself all the time. It seriously is like everysingle person in my life is so unstable. I feel like I'm walking through life in a constant earthquake like I cant have any thing or any one that can just be solid...
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Posted by sherodon  
So . . . Today I got a job, and it's from nine to six. I already had an appointment for tuesday morning so I lied and said that I had a doctor's appointment, but after that I'm not gonna be able to go back, because the counselor that I see starts after I start work, and ends before I get off. I'm really disappointed about it, this...
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Posted by sherodon  
So I'm just writing this down here because I know with the way my lovely brain works I will have no memory of what happened by the end of today.

I've got some motherfuggin kick ass hair!!! I got it done yesterday and I love it. Its a red type of deep brown and it was blonde before. It's been blonde since I was twelve. Well...
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Day nummberr fooour lol

04 August 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So today is day number four with out him and im feeling pretty exhausted. Last night I went out with my cousin and we went to this festival and went bowling, and there was no one in the whole wide world blowing up my phone or telling me to hurry up and get done and come see him or randomly demanding that he show up to make sure no guys were there....
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Day nummberr fooour lol

04 August 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So today is day number four with out him and im feeling pretty exhausted. Last night I went out with my cousin and we went to this festival and went bowling, and there was no one in the whole wide world blowing up my phone or telling me to hurry up and get done and come see him or randomly demanding that he show up to make sure no guys were there....
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Just venting again lol

02 August 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So today I think was the first time that I was "triggered" and I recognized it.
I got a couple books at the library today, and one of them was about this woman whos abusive husband just died, and she was trying to get the lady to be honest with her like she knew she was being fake.

It stressed me out like I was so worried about the...
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