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Super tired!

26 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So today was the first day!

It went really good except for I'm so socially akward. I think I'm pretty good about not looking as uncomfortable as I really am, or at least I try not to let it show, but it is still so uncomfortable. I hate not knowing like I know this sounds dumb but like not knowing when I should talk to people and...
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Off to the new job!

26 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
It's really early and I feel like there is something more productive that needs to be done but I cant thhink of what it is, and since I'm mostly ready, I'm on here!!

I'm super nervous but trying to force myself to be excited. I'm usually pretty good at faking it so we will see how today goes. :scared:

No money for lunch...
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Just felt the need to whine, I want to be over this, I want to stop thinking about it, but most importantly I want to be over him, I really miss him tonight and tonight I just dont see the point in breaking it off. :(

I miss sundays with him. When things were good we would usually go out on sundays or wednesdays and I at least stayed with him...
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Just think I need to write

21 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So I found these old letters in my memory box last night.

They were poems, well more like raps and I know it sounds dumb but i am so proud of them lol.

I was stupid and when I was in middle school everytime I drank I tried to wrap but I guess one time I wrote them down, and they make sense lol.

But I used to do that all the time, write, and I...
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Posted by sherodon  
So it took a couple mixed drinks to get here, but after this isolated depressing, aggravating weekend, there are somethings that I think I need to accept.

Dear not sherodon because that isnt your real name only the name you use on pandys,

Your support group does not make you as a survivor. Because they cannot handle supporting you in the way...
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Super nervous

13 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So today I am supposed to go fill out an assessment test for a job opportunity but I'm really scared. I dont know why I am scared. I am afraid that it will be like a big company and I dont handle crowds well. I applied for the place and they gave me a four day window and different times for the day where you can come. I wanted to get there...
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Panicking

12 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So right now I'm having a panic attack. I know that's all that it is so that's good I guess.

My mom just keeps telling me to snap out of it. She says to stop being depressed and move on and keeps pressuring me and I told her last night that the abuse wasnt just physical but it was sexual to, and all though her reaction was really...
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Panicking

12 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So right now I'm having a panic attack. I know that's all that it is so that's good I guess.

My mom just keeps telling me to snap out of it. She says to stop being depressed and move on and keeps pressuring me and I told her last night that the abuse wasnt just physical but it was sexual to, and all though her reaction was really...
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messed up a little bit

06 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So I cleaned the whole house today whoop whoop! home girl actually got outta bed before three lol.

I wanna post but I'm not to sure what to say.

I went to the ex boyfriends last night. I almost begged him to let me come over. I dont know whats wrong with me.
I just wanted to sleep next to him. I wanted to smell the cologne on his shirt...
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Definately depressed

05 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
Well I hope acceptance is the first step!!

My mom made a list of things for me to do each day and a dead line of one month to get a job or I'm out on my ass and my car is gone.

As weird as it sounds, I'm ready for the challenge. I literally sleep all day and I'm to exhausted to have friends. I like hang out on face book all...
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