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I miss him :( Verry depressing post

Posted by sherodon , 23 September 2012 · 50 views

Just felt the need to whine, I want to be over this, I want to stop thinking about it, but most importantly I want to be over him, I really miss him tonight and tonight I just dont see the point in breaking it off. :(

I miss sundays with him. When things were good we would usually go out on sundays or wednesdays and I at least stayed with him every sunda...


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Just think I need to write

Posted by sherodon , 21 September 2012 · 34 views

So I found these old letters in my memory box last night.

They were poems, well more like raps and I know it sounds dumb but i am so proud of them lol.

I was stupid and when I was in middle school everytime I drank I tried to wrap but I guess one time I wrote them down, and they make sense lol.

But I used to do that all the time, write, and I want to...


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Some things I want myself to know.

Posted by sherodon , 16 September 2012 · 55 views

So it took a couple mixed drinks to get here, but after this isolated depressing, aggravating weekend, there are somethings that I think I need to accept.

Dear not sherodon because that isnt your real name only the name you use on pandys,

Your support group does not make you as a survivor. Because they cannot handle supporting you in the way that you de...


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Super nervous

Posted by sherodon , 13 September 2012 · 32 views

So today I am supposed to go fill out an assessment test for a job opportunity but I'm really scared. I dont know why I am scared. I am afraid that it will be like a big company and I dont handle crowds well. I applied for the place and they gave me a four day window and different times for the day where you can come. I wanted to get there right at ni...


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Panicking

Posted by sherodon , 12 September 2012 · 36 views

So right now I'm having a panic attack. I know that's all that it is so that's good I guess.

My mom just keeps telling me to snap out of it. She says to stop being depressed and move on and keeps pressuring me and I told her last night that the abuse wasnt just physical but it was sexual to, and all though her reaction was really great and sh...


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Panicking

Posted by sherodon , 12 September 2012 · 35 views

So right now I'm having a panic attack. I know that's all that it is so that's good I guess.

My mom just keeps telling me to snap out of it. She says to stop being depressed and move on and keeps pressuring me and I told her last night that the abuse wasnt just physical but it was sexual to, and all though her reaction was really great and sh...


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messed up a little bit

Posted by sherodon , 06 September 2012 · 46 views

So I cleaned the whole house today whoop whoop! home girl actually got outta bed before three lol.

I wanna post but I'm not to sure what to say.

I went to the ex boyfriends last night. I almost begged him to let me come over. I dont know whats wrong with me.
I just wanted to sleep next to him. I wanted to smell the cologne on his shirt and have...


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Definately depressed

Posted by sherodon , 05 September 2012 · 44 views

Well I hope acceptance is the first step!!

My mom made a list of things for me to do each day and a dead line of one month to get a job or I'm out on my ass and my car is gone.

As weird as it sounds, I'm ready for the challenge. I literally sleep all day and I'm to exhausted to have friends. I like hang out on face book all day and...


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Really emotional today . . . moved by your alls stories.

Posted by sherodon , 04 September 2012 · 30 views

Dont really get why but I cant stop crying. Just feelin really exhausted I can hardly hold my eyes open.

I just wish that things would have worked out, and that I wouldnt have pissed him off, and that he was able to control his anger.

We coulda had something really good.

I might just be havin an emotional day. I dont know if yall know how strong you g...


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Starting to remember? triggers references to Dr**s

Posted by sherodon , 28 August 2012 · 30 views

So I have three years of my life, from six to nine, that is gone. I just have no memory of it. If some one asks me if any one has ever lived with me and my mom I would say no because I completely forgot about my stepdad's existence.

But lately I have been remembering, that I forgot him, if that makes since. In the past few weeks I realized I had no...






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