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Super nervous

13 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So today I am supposed to go fill out an assessment test for a job opportunity but I'm really scared. I dont know why I am scared. I am afraid that it will be like a big company and I dont handle crowds well. I applied for the place and they gave me a four day window and different times for the day where you can come. I wanted to get there...
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Panicking

12 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So right now I'm having a panic attack. I know that's all that it is so that's good I guess.

My mom just keeps telling me to snap out of it. She says to stop being depressed and move on and keeps pressuring me and I told her last night that the abuse wasnt just physical but it was sexual to, and all though her reaction was really...
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Panicking

12 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So right now I'm having a panic attack. I know that's all that it is so that's good I guess.

My mom just keeps telling me to snap out of it. She says to stop being depressed and move on and keeps pressuring me and I told her last night that the abuse wasnt just physical but it was sexual to, and all though her reaction was really...
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messed up a little bit

06 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So I cleaned the whole house today whoop whoop! home girl actually got outta bed before three lol.

I wanna post but I'm not to sure what to say.

I went to the ex boyfriends last night. I almost begged him to let me come over. I dont know whats wrong with me.
I just wanted to sleep next to him. I wanted to smell the cologne on his shirt...
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Definately depressed

05 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
Well I hope acceptance is the first step!!

My mom made a list of things for me to do each day and a dead line of one month to get a job or I'm out on my ass and my car is gone.

As weird as it sounds, I'm ready for the challenge. I literally sleep all day and I'm to exhausted to have friends. I like hang out on face book all...
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Posted by sherodon  
Dont really get why but I cant stop crying. Just feelin really exhausted I can hardly hold my eyes open.

I just wish that things would have worked out, and that I wouldnt have pissed him off, and that he was able to control his anger.

We coulda had something really good.

I might just be havin an emotional day. I dont know if yall know how...
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Posted by sherodon  
So I have three years of my life, from six to nine, that is gone. I just have no memory of it. If some one asks me if any one has ever lived with me and my mom I would say no because I completely forgot about my stepdad's existence.

But lately I have been remembering, that I forgot him, if that makes since. In the past few weeks I realized I...
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Being overly sensitive

28 August 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So last night I got into over text with the ex boyfriend, and I had been thinking about it all day, so when my friend came over I read her some of the messages. They were really personal and for some reason I thoughht she would get that it was hard for me to share that stuff.

The messages were about saturday night and how what we had together wsa...
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Being overly sensitive

28 August 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So last night I got into over text with the ex boyfriend, and I had been thinking about it all day, so when my friend came over I read her some of the messages. They were really personal and for some reason I thoughht she would get that it was hard for me to share that stuff.

The messages were about saturday night and how what we had together wsa...
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Posted by sherodon  
So I am just pissed at every one today, this is me placin blame I guess.

My mom just screamed in my face. Because she had a glass of water and wanted me to taste it because the color looked off and I said no. She said I never do anything for her.

I forgave a friend for stealing from me and now this is the second night in a row that she has blown...
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