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Feeling stereotypical

02 December 2012
Posted by sherodon  
I'm zoning out all the time now. It's like I cant handle life. I don't even want to come back down to earth I'd rather stay with my mind in other places. It's exhausting though and it wears me out mentally.

When ever I do try to be more present then I just get mad. Like I'm super mad at life right now and I cant shake the...
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Posted by sherodon  
Sometimes when deciding whether to fix something or throw it out, is thinking about the time and trouble it would take to fix it, not about the time and trouble you gave before to fix it, but the days and fun you could be having in place of having it move forward, instead of thinking about what your losing by letting it go, think about the all the...
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Posted by sherodon  
It's five thirty in the mornin. I think, but who really knows, and I miss him. I was remembering when he came back from hangin out with his friends and when I was layin in his bed and waiting for him to get home. Then I would ask him about his day and just lay my head on his chest until I fell asleep.

I was his ride or die. Why would he put...
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My wish for youuuuu

10 October 2012
Posted by sherodon  
Is that this life can be allllll that you want it to your dreams stay big

your worriies stay small you never try to carry more then you can hold

and while your out there gettin where your getting to

I hope you know somebody loves you and feeeels the sammme waaaaaaayyyy to

Yeahhh thiiiiiis is myyyyyyyy wish

Sorry I just heart that song <3...
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Avoidance

05 October 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So I have been having a really hard time dealing lately so instead I'm just stuffing all my feelings in a little box and pushing it away. I do everything I can not to think about it and pretend like it didnt happen lately and it's been working out alright. I just noticed it's making me way edgier.

Like I have a really short temper...
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Super tired!

26 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So today was the first day!

It went really good except for I'm so socially akward. I think I'm pretty good about not looking as uncomfortable as I really am, or at least I try not to let it show, but it is still so uncomfortable. I hate not knowing like I know this sounds dumb but like not knowing when I should talk to people and...
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Off to the new job!

26 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
It's really early and I feel like there is something more productive that needs to be done but I cant thhink of what it is, and since I'm mostly ready, I'm on here!!

I'm super nervous but trying to force myself to be excited. I'm usually pretty good at faking it so we will see how today goes. :scared:

No money for lunch...
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Posted by sherodon  
Just felt the need to whine, I want to be over this, I want to stop thinking about it, but most importantly I want to be over him, I really miss him tonight and tonight I just dont see the point in breaking it off. :(

I miss sundays with him. When things were good we would usually go out on sundays or wednesdays and I at least stayed with him...
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Just think I need to write

21 September 2012
Posted by sherodon  
So I found these old letters in my memory box last night.

They were poems, well more like raps and I know it sounds dumb but i am so proud of them lol.

I was stupid and when I was in middle school everytime I drank I tried to wrap but I guess one time I wrote them down, and they make sense lol.

But I used to do that all the time, write, and I...
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Posted by sherodon  
So it took a couple mixed drinks to get here, but after this isolated depressing, aggravating weekend, there are somethings that I think I need to accept.

Dear not sherodon because that isnt your real name only the name you use on pandys,

Your support group does not make you as a survivor. Because they cannot handle supporting you in the way...
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