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Dear Family...

01 September 2012
Posted by writer2010  
...lately, I have been encountering with a lot of memories as well as a lot of emotions towards your actions. You are not bad people or evil, but I just feel as though that many-not all-of you have been that extra weight that drags me down. I am at fault for many things I have said and done, but I just want peace and be able to focus on my...
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Whoa...

29 August 2012
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...had one those "why don't I just say something" during my writing short stories class. Before I go on, I will admit that I am superstitious. We watched "On the Waterfront" today and I must say that I loved it! Aside from that, just the messages within the film such as faith and courage-ironically the protagonist is...
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Is the fact that things seem to go smoothly-not all of the time of course but enough to make me always wonder when the bad is going to come. So, far, I have been trying my best to pray-mainly not to stress/worry/overthink. Learning that those emotions just make me feel a lot worse. It is still strange for a lot that has happened and scares me at...
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So with school coming up on Monday, I already have a ton of assignments due on thurs for just one class. Sorry but I do not know where to post. Just frustrated I guess and trying my BEST to learn to take breathers so I do not get burned out. The class is RTVF 455, screenwriting, which is great since I am thinking that this will "force"...
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Another memory recall

23 August 2012
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So I was taking a "break" and catching up on my shows and ironically the messages of the episodes had to do with faith (a girl who gets baptist) and drive and ambition (a girl who works her butt off but unfortunately, her boss makes a move on her and on the second time, it looked as though he would have raped her if she had not got out...
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Things on mind

21 August 2012
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Went to Gladestone's! Very yummy food. Plus, I never go to the beach so I guess it is a good way to somewhat relax-although my mind still goes over to "that." I honestly still don't want to tell my mom even though I know I should but once again, it's not like I have so :/

I was not not raped or sexually abused/assaulted...
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Things on mind

21 August 2012
Posted by writer2010  
Went to Gladestone's! Very yummy food. Plus, I never go to the beach so I guess it is a good way to somewhat relax-although my mind still goes over to "that." I honestly still don't want to tell my mom even though I know I should but once again, it's not like I have so :/

I was not not raped or sexually abused/assaulted...
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Slept the full 8 hours

19 August 2012
Posted by writer2010  
That's what it somewhat feels like :)


Anyway, got the house again to self for a few hours and man I love it! Feel a bit more at "ease" and have been applying to a bunch of part time and a few full time jobs both locally and in LA area. Feel a bit better since I always complain about wanting to move out and I feel like I am...
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Had a rough night

18 August 2012
Posted by writer2010  
Oh gosh I guess to cry it out IS supposed to help, but jeez I was bawling throughout the night. I was holding everything in until my mom got pissed at me because I wouldn't get her dinner and as soon as I walked away, the tears came running. I teared up a bit today this morning mainly because she was ignoring me but eventually we...
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So, it looks like another Friday night at home. I feel bad since plans got changed to go to beach and then to head over to a friend's house. I did not feel like going really since I just didn't feel like driving and all. I will admit, I am a "cheap" driver mainly because I stress about gas and how I cannot pay for it myself...
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