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Posted by writer2010  
First off, I hope I do not sound like a selfish b**** because this is what makes me feel worse. Ever since we found out that my aunt has breast cancer and all of her doctors appointment, I have been feeling worse. I am stressed and tired from school like many of you are. I am feeling a lot of discouragement too since I got "slammed" in...
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Why...

22 September 2012
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...does it seem that sexual abuse is "accepted" when it is shown in the media and in real life, people do not take it as seriously. I just finished watching "Mysterious Skins" and for those of you who have seen it, I bawled and bawled until the end of the film when the rape scene had happened. For those of you who have not seen...
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My mother will NEVER listen to me full out. She is making me feel like I am just overreacting and being a drama queen when it comes down to those two male "role models" in my life. Plus, I have been feeling a lot of shame and guilt b/c of my aunt who is going to go through chemo. and a lot of doctors appointments in the upcoming days. I...
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Stumped on what to do

17 September 2012
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Aside from my "brother" who took advantage of me for 6-7 years growing up, I was so THRILLED when he moved out about a year ago; however, he moved in with my father, whom I stopped communicating with as soon as he relapsed and eventually wrote back pretty brutal letters when I told him that I would no longer put up with his b.s.


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So, once again I am home on weekends due to school assignments but I do not mind since it is screenwriting. However, just as my mother was leaving to go to a friend's bday party, she says that "Your brother is coming done to pick up some stuff from his bedroom. Don't say or do anything." I had a gut feeling that something was...
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A Realization

12 September 2012
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Writing helps me vent. I spoke to my writing professor last week and something I had said about my certain people always putting me down eventually led to her saying that she had close ones who did not believe in her as well. Anyway, I guess I am realizing that maybe a lot of writers, especially screenwriters and authors, have been through some...
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Odd...

08 September 2012
Posted by writer2010  
...sibling and father are/were here since brother had to pick up something. I guess he called my mom while I was doing homework and calmly, my mom tells me, "Your brother is coming by to pick up a few things." So, I gathered up all of my belongings from the living room, where she was at too, and went straight to bedroom. I said a quick...
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I do not feel normal lately

05 September 2012
Posted by writer2010  
But yet again, I have been told that "normal" does not exist. I just been bummed every time after my stupid writing shorts class. I know, how pathetic but I spoke with my professor for some guidance with writing and eventually I said something which led to another and before we left, she told me to possibly seek help at school counseling...
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Posted by writer2010  
...but need to vent a bit so SORRY if I am b****ing again! Just got a message from my cousin, she is on dad's side of the family, via Facebook and basically I have not heard from her for about a well good month but of course I am kind of relieved since it seems like the drama is less. In her message, she said she had not been in the right...
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Posted by writer2010  
Yup -____-



But, I know that I need to cry it out a bit or else I will really feel worse.




I just hope that one day I can heal...

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