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Still get the nerves

27 February 2013

Posted by writer2010

Yep. I am starting to realize that this takes time to take more control over the anxiety. To make sure that I was not going crazy, I googled "celebrities who have panic attacks" and come across a few-especially Emma Stone, who admits in an interview article that she got anxiety at eight years old and STILL continues to struggle with it....

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Just need to relax

25 February 2013

Posted by writer2010

I am hating school; I know who does not but I just feel my happiest (or at least calmer) when writing and only focusing on that and ways to get it published and whatnot. I broke down a bit but ugh just hate how college is the "right" thing to do. Clearly I get stressed to just drive there but SOMETIMES, I can sit through it and just...

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Mackenzie Phillips

12 February 2013

Posted by writer2010

So I just came across this once again and always feel that slight pain for her and that others do go through THIS. What makes me a bit pissed and sad (maybe more than I think) is how rude and almost coldhearted and in denial others are, saying that M.P. and people like her who say that they were molested, raped, assaulted-especially by...

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A new start...hopefully

04 February 2013

Posted by writer2010

Just kind of forcing myself to post -- um well do not want to get my hopes too high up or be negative but been feeling more "better" nowadays. I am seriously getting sick of feeling like s*** and guilty, shame, sad, mad and all that b.s. feeling because of THEM and PEOPLE LIKE THEM. I do pray for THEM-even though sometimes I do not...

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Damn

19 January 2013

Posted by writer2010

I feel sad and whatnot again. I have been struggling a bit with anxiety (what it seems due to clammy palms) for days. To be honest, I feel unhappy in general. I just want to focus on writing and finishing up theses stories (like I have been wanting to for years) but school and all this family b.s. [past-now] gets in the way. I think I get...

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Another day...

18 January 2013

Posted by writer2010

My kitty, who had to be fixed the other day, woke me up at 5:45-5:50 am this morning 0___0

So now my head feels all weird lol so cannot tell if I am sick or coming down from something. Anyway, after going to therapy yesterday, I am hoping that talking it out with a stranger will help me as well as get my mom to understand me. I am wanting to...

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Yay!

17 January 2013

Posted by writer2010

So just came back from my first therapists appointment and whoa! Feel a bit good but might be getting sick since I took medicine last night and ugh, feel sleepy and whatnot. Anyway, this therapist told me that it seems as though that I have been doing different ways to cope and heal such as writing and taking walks which made me relieved. ...

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As much as I want to stay positive

11 January 2013

Posted by writer2010

I still slip and fall. Been getting sobbing a bit today. Especially just feeling frustrated and yes pissed off that I have to feel like this. I always try to just focus on me, but sometimes I cannot help but wonder why don't those TWO suffer and whatnot. Why do I have to feel exhausted, sad and shame and anxiety and not them. I know this...

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The day I...

09 January 2013

Posted by writer2010

Call therapists (females) by my house, nobody calls or picks up and even the lines are disconnected. Anyhow, went for a stroll this morning to get out of the house. But got a bit of the nerves so came home after a few minutes. Plus, my kitty woke me up around 6:45am so only had 5 or less hours asleep. But took a nap-few minutes-and now going to...

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So, my the spring intern...

08 January 2013

Posted by writer2010

Just wrote back to my email and suggested that maybe it is best if I intern at Warner Brothers Lot in the summer. Next semester, I am registered for 4 classes; but because they are all film, two classes are 2 and a half hours and one is an 1 and a half and the production course is about 4 hours but varies as time goes on. Sorry but I did get a...

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