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So, saw a photo of me, my mom and HIM on facebook and wow just really shaken up a bit that my mom tagged me in it when she KNOWS that HIM and I do not talk because I do not want to because he abused me for years.
I feel a bit stupid though because I took a picture with them after my mom's fiance called me over into the living room at my aunt's earlier; but I guess I was thinking that it was just a photo of her and I and then one of them two. But no and I guess I just did not say anything since I was like go ahead and act like everything is rainbows and bowl shit happiness when it is not.
Sorry sorry for another vent but it just pissed me off. I am GLAD that I am trying my best not to blame myself and allow myself to cry when I need to. I am hoping that I stick to my word and call the pastor on Monday or whenever I can to seek guidance on not holding onto getting "back" at these two people and letting God do his work and me just focusing on my priorities.
I just hate whenever I speak, my mother (most of the times) gets all pissy like I AM the burden and the ONE who is destroying her b.s. happiness land. Maybe not in those exact words from her but that is just how she makes me feel.
I feel a bit stupid though because I took a picture with them after my mom's fiance called me over into the living room at my aunt's earlier; but I guess I was thinking that it was just a photo of her and I and then one of them two. But no and I guess I just did not say anything since I was like go ahead and act like everything is rainbows and bowl shit happiness when it is not.
Sorry sorry for another vent but it just pissed me off. I am GLAD that I am trying my best not to blame myself and allow myself to cry when I need to. I am hoping that I stick to my word and call the pastor on Monday or whenever I can to seek guidance on not holding onto getting "back" at these two people and letting God do his work and me just focusing on my priorities.
I just hate whenever I speak, my mother (most of the times) gets all pissy like I AM the burden and the ONE who is destroying her b.s. happiness land. Maybe not in those exact words from her but that is just how she makes me feel.
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