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...I am heartless. I seriously really really HATE/DISLIKE certain family members a lot. Family, it's such a bowl shit word. Your own blood can take advantage of you-including really close ones too. So that man who is supposed to be my father is an abuse drunk and acts like an idiot by trying to tell his ex-wife, my mother, I also have to worry about that asshole who is supposed to be my brother, who sexually took advantage of me from the time I was 6-13 years old.
And then there is my dad's sister, niece, and brother-n-law whom he is supposedly still trying to kick out of my grandfather's, who died in April, house with help from his other sister and her husband. So, as much as I do not want to hear this SHIT I DO. Mainly because I gave my aunt a loan and only keep in "touch" to get it back.
I am just so SICK of worrying about the idiots in life. Seriously, I just wish they would all ship themselves off to an island and rot there.
I know too that God says to forgive and I was even told by a pastor a few months back to pray for those to forgive themselves but sometimes, I do not want to.
I just cannot wait til I will longer see these people. I am thinking of changing my last name too so I do not have any associations with my "father" and "brother."
And then there is my dad's sister, niece, and brother-n-law whom he is supposedly still trying to kick out of my grandfather's, who died in April, house with help from his other sister and her husband. So, as much as I do not want to hear this SHIT I DO. Mainly because I gave my aunt a loan and only keep in "touch" to get it back.
I am just so SICK of worrying about the idiots in life. Seriously, I just wish they would all ship themselves off to an island and rot there.
I know too that God says to forgive and I was even told by a pastor a few months back to pray for those to forgive themselves but sometimes, I do not want to.
I just cannot wait til I will longer see these people. I am thinking of changing my last name too so I do not have any associations with my "father" and "brother."
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