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I feel more mental or something every day. I just want to cry or scream or hit something so I can let it all out. I hold everything in. I feel guilty. Sometimes, I hate myself and think that death is easier than life. I do not know. I just want to know that I am not at fault for what had happened even if I initiated most of the times. I just keep wondering why and how this happened. Even when my parent(s) were in the house or close by. I just want to curse out people or something when their bigger problems are a break up with a boyfriend/girlfriend or something that I find "little." I just feel so used by everyone. Friends. Family. Although, there are very few who are actually good people. Tell me that everything will be ok.
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