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Went to Gladestone's! Very yummy food. Plus, I never go to the beach so I guess it is a good way to somewhat relax-although my mind still goes over to "that." I honestly still don't want to tell my mom even though I know I should but once again, it's not like I have so :/
I was not not raped or sexually abused/assaulted but I was, however, taken advantage of in my eyes and the way my so-called relative would even speak to me a lot of the times was not only disrespectful but just flat out wrong! I guess I am just very exhausted since I am just focusing more and more on my priorities like the rest of you.
Didn't mean for this post to turn out a bit with "anger" from me but I still get jumpy whenever my mom is home because my mind runs if those two wonderful "father and brother" are stopping by so my "brother" can pick up his stuff that still comes here. It is seriously just sweeping everything under carpet although I have confronted my mom why his stuff comes here if he does not live here and the fact that he had treated her poorly as well.
I don't know. My apologizes once again since it has just been very annoying with all this family b.s. I even feel like my cousin, who was also molested and raped as a child, has betrayed me in ways including her mom, my aunt, too. Just feel like dropping all of them. Been hearing way too much on how my dad is doing this and that and how my dad would tell me growing up that his sisters and niece and brother-n-law and my mom and my mom's friends and even including my grandma, whom I lost when I was 15 and love very dearly, are "whores," "liars," "addicts," "c***s," etc.
I just do not want to be like THEM or like ANYONE. I want to be an original and not a copy of someone.
I was not not raped or sexually abused/assaulted but I was, however, taken advantage of in my eyes and the way my so-called relative would even speak to me a lot of the times was not only disrespectful but just flat out wrong! I guess I am just very exhausted since I am just focusing more and more on my priorities like the rest of you.
Didn't mean for this post to turn out a bit with "anger" from me but I still get jumpy whenever my mom is home because my mind runs if those two wonderful "father and brother" are stopping by so my "brother" can pick up his stuff that still comes here. It is seriously just sweeping everything under carpet although I have confronted my mom why his stuff comes here if he does not live here and the fact that he had treated her poorly as well.
I don't know. My apologizes once again since it has just been very annoying with all this family b.s. I even feel like my cousin, who was also molested and raped as a child, has betrayed me in ways including her mom, my aunt, too. Just feel like dropping all of them. Been hearing way too much on how my dad is doing this and that and how my dad would tell me growing up that his sisters and niece and brother-n-law and my mom and my mom's friends and even including my grandma, whom I lost when I was 15 and love very dearly, are "whores," "liars," "addicts," "c***s," etc.
I just do not want to be like THEM or like ANYONE. I want to be an original and not a copy of someone.
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