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Had a rough night

Oh gosh I guess to cry it out IS supposed to help, but jeez I was bawling throughout the night. I was holding everything in until my mom got pissed at me because I wouldn't get her dinner and as soon as I walked away, the tears came running. I teared up a bit today this morning mainly because she was ignoring me but eventually we "spoke" argued or whatever before she left house. I kind of feel like an idiot for getting-once again-the best of me. I was getting too many of those "I failed at this and that" and looking at old rejection letters from literary agents too kind of did not help the mood. But, for now, I know I must do everything to keep my head up and somehow actually "accept" what had happened. I know it is not my fault as the days go on.
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What you have been feeling is rejection. Feelings are not based in fact just feelings. I do not reject you; far from it. I look forward to reading anything you write.

I have heard it said that writing while in an emotional state is one's best writing as it comes for the heart in raw form. I always think that shedding tears for whatever reason is a form of cleansing the soul.

I am sorry for your sorrow and I hope hugs from me are okay :hug: :hug: :hug:

Blessings
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