Pandora's Aquarium: Quick update - Pandora's Aquarium

So, got a B and a C on my exams for my class. Passed with a B or a C but at least it is passing. I also followed up with a few interns and neither one of them are really "looking" right now. Got a bit bummed since I get all "what did I do wrong, etc.," type thing. My throat still feels as though-sorry to be gross again-has a bunch of gunk in it. I keep wondering if it is stress or a "sign" for something. I get real superstitious a lot. Plus, I always hear that our minds will "trick" us into believing something. I have a good feeling what it could be and kind of mad about it: stuffing all of "this" in for so long that it feels like I am choking on the words because I do not say it. Kind of had a few moments on why some of this had happened and been putting blame on family for the b.s. I do not feel as "angry" right now because think it is a waste. I just hope I can be listened to one day.


So, this semester: 6 classes (Mon,Tu,Thurs) and looking for a part time job, library turned me down, and apply to internships for spring. Would love to work at my favorite actor's production. I had met him not too long ago and was once again star-struck and doing the whole "do I deserve to meet him" blah blah, but to actually work with him, would honestly make me burst into tears. I nearly cried when I got through someone on the telephone after months of trying to get a hold of someone -___-

Yup story of my life. Writing. School. Internships. Writing...