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I keep getting flashbacks of not just of my abuser but also my father and when he came storming towards my mom's front door telling me to shut up. I do not know why, but it almost feels like I am more terrified of my father rather than my abuser. I guess it's because my abuser will fully ignore me and my dad...well he is one of the people who had given me life, but still does not give him nor my abuser the right for the way they have treated me.
Anyway, still reading my summer book-so far it is making me real nervous but it is really interesting but upsetting too-and tomorrow, I am also going to apply to a few part timers :D/>
Also, I have an interview tomorrow! Some job on campus for fall-hopefully-and it has to deal with helping out with children in homework. I guess like tutoring. Hoping if I get it, I can make sure that none of these children go through what I did and still am. I want them to be more safe and happier. Also, I am thinking of taking 7 classes for the fall, wanting to keep busy. I cannot wait until I am able to support myself financially-almost feel like that will push me to speak up.
Anyway, still reading my summer book-so far it is making me real nervous but it is really interesting but upsetting too-and tomorrow, I am also going to apply to a few part timers :D/>
Also, I have an interview tomorrow! Some job on campus for fall-hopefully-and it has to deal with helping out with children in homework. I guess like tutoring. Hoping if I get it, I can make sure that none of these children go through what I did and still am. I want them to be more safe and happier. Also, I am thinking of taking 7 classes for the fall, wanting to keep busy. I cannot wait until I am able to support myself financially-almost feel like that will push me to speak up.
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Take care.
Ciao...xo,
Szil