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Today, I woke up feeling a bit more at ease-mainly because he left the other day and cannot tell you how much tension was uplifted from my shoulders. Once again, I chickened out to say anything to my mom, guess I keep over-thinking on how her reaction will be, although, memories I have of her suspecting or even walking in makes me feel "better" since I know she knows but she just will not EVER acknowledge it unless I throw this secret to her so she will deal with it.
Anyway, I still love her because she could have become my third abuser, although, her and I do get in plenty of bickerments and she did throw a brush at me a few times when I was little but for some reason, I guess I can forgive her. My abuser was the one who brought this up the last time we "argued." Guess because he did far worse than her so he "won" that one. Well, today I was going to clean my room and then go buy "Perks of Being a Wallflower." Love those adolescent movies and films and it explains why I have always. Plus, the character in the book can relate to many of us too and feel as though I read it, it can almost "help" me in a way.
Hope you all have a lovely day and I apologize for my long, crying rants.
Anyway, I still love her because she could have become my third abuser, although, her and I do get in plenty of bickerments and she did throw a brush at me a few times when I was little but for some reason, I guess I can forgive her. My abuser was the one who brought this up the last time we "argued." Guess because he did far worse than her so he "won" that one. Well, today I was going to clean my room and then go buy "Perks of Being a Wallflower." Love those adolescent movies and films and it explains why I have always. Plus, the character in the book can relate to many of us too and feel as though I read it, it can almost "help" me in a way.
Hope you all have a lovely day and I apologize for my long, crying rants.
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