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An ok day

I keep getting mood swings I guess if that is what they are called. I feel like since I am home more due to my online course, I think about it more. It is weird too since I am busy like many of you as I get older, but my mind keeps running over to the flashbacks of just things people had said to me. It made me cry a bit today, but ended up "defocusing" from it with a bit of writing and working on homework. Sometimes, I want to say that I am "okay" or "stronger" but I do not know, it is strange how something that had happened so long ago seems to be affecting me more and more each day.
 

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He was just here a few minutes ago. I closed my door and made sure that my mom heard that. Then, she came into my bedroom and handed me an old pen pal letter and said your father found this. Sometimes, I feel guilty because my abuser lives with my dad and my mother talks to him so it makes me self-doubt of what had happened those 6-7 years.
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