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Hey everyone, I am new at this so sorry if anything comes off wrong. But, lately I have been feeling that guilt and shame of what had happened growing up. Sometimes, I feel in denial because I am terrified to tell my mother whom I live with. I wish I could go on and act like nothing had ever happened, but I know that I cannot. Sometimes, I wonder why this had even happened because whenever I have friends who complain about so and so not liking them, deep down I am screaming, wanting to tell them that they have what many of us do not. Sorry if I am being a debbie downer, but it feels good to find a site like this where others can share their stories and support one another.


I will try to post a little about me later, but I am 20 years old and a full-time student and trying to become a writer for motion picture industry soon. I guess the writing stories helps me too to "vent" because it forces me to employ my thoughts and feelings and whatever I had experienced into the mind and thoughts and dialogue amongst the characters. Also, I find listening to music very comforting and even looking at art. My favorites are Monet, Warhol, Haring, Consani, and even James Franco's work :D/>


What do you guys do to get your mind off of something? Hobbies?
 

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