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It's official...

...I am heartless. I seriously really really HATE/DISLIKE certain family members a lot. Family, it's such a bowl shit word. Your own blood can take advantage of you-including really close ones too. So that man who is supposed to be my father is an abuse drunk and acts like an idiot by trying to tell his ex-wife, my mother, I also have to...

Not ok

I feel more mental or something every day. I just want to cry or scream or hit something so I can let it all out. I hold everything in. I feel guilty. Sometimes, I hate myself and think that death is easier than life. I do not know. I just want to know that I am not at fault for what had happened even if I initiated most of the times. I...
Meh. Thought I would stop by for a quick post-or try to keep it short.


I keep having these "dreams" of my brother and dad and they are not like 'bad' or anything just random and weird. Woke up this morning from a dream where my brother told me that him and my dad were going to live at my mom's. Also, my mom is going away...
First off, I hope I do not sound like a selfish b**** because this is what makes me feel worse. Ever since we found out that my aunt has breast cancer and all of her doctors appointment, I have been feeling worse. I am stressed and tired from school like many of you are. I am feeling a lot of discouragement too since I got "slammed" in...
 

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