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Slept the full 8 hours

19 August 2012
Posted by writer2010  
That's what it somewhat feels like :)


Anyway, got the house again to self for a few hours and man I love it! Feel a bit more at "ease" and have been applying to a bunch of part time and a few full time jobs both locally and in LA area. Feel a bit better since I always complain about wanting to move out and I feel like I am...
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Had a rough night

18 August 2012
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Oh gosh I guess to cry it out IS supposed to help, but jeez I was bawling throughout the night. I was holding everything in until my mom got pissed at me because I wouldn't get her dinner and as soon as I walked away, the tears came running. I teared up a bit today this morning mainly because she was ignoring me but eventually we...
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So, it looks like another Friday night at home. I feel bad since plans got changed to go to beach and then to head over to a friend's house. I did not feel like going really since I just didn't feel like driving and all. I will admit, I am a "cheap" driver mainly because I stress about gas and how I cannot pay for it myself...
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Just another post

16 August 2012
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Less than a week until school is back in session. Just been trying my best to take it easy and enjoy the peace for now. I'm not really sure what to actually post but I'm forcing myself to get something down here. I'm just feeling sleepy and just thinking so much lately about next semester and how everything is going to be different. I...
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Second dream in a row

14 August 2012
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Like many of you, I had my second dream the other night of my abuser. Dream 1 was him here at my mom's house-his old home since he now lives with my dad which explains part of reason why my dad will not "speak" with me-and he was at the computer or something and I am still unsure on how this dream even started but we were arguing in...
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Sexual abuse, molested, sexually assaulted, and rape. Once again, I get all self-doubting that "it" had ever happened; but when I think of certain things, I know that I am not losing my mind because "it" did happen. Anyway, I guess when I get stressed/under pressure I once again literally reflect on everything and...
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So got my classes all settle for fall, my books purchased, and now I am just taking the time to relax and enjoy. Love when I get the house to myself! I seriously can write, read, watch TV shows and the movies I love <3



Also, I got a call from a production company, won't say since I do not want to ruin it or anything, and got a phone...
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Went to doctor's today

09 August 2012
Posted by writer2010  
Looks like throat tension could be the early stage of sore throat/fever/cold so was worrying like crazy, but I do have to get LAB work tomorrow. Praying that I am healthy and not sick. Too many illnesses that runs on both sides of family. Anyway, just going to relax today and not do my "every day routine."


I am going to try my best to...
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Throat tension

07 August 2012
Posted by writer2010  
Does anyone ever get this? Mine has been on and off since Th and was supposed to go to doctor's today but no co pay so going on Thursday. I do not know, I have a good feeling that it is stress but then it feels like mucus or something at times. Hoping that I am not sick or anything. Plus, my abuser stopped by last night to pick up his mail and...
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So, right now my mom, who recently said about a week ago that she had finally realized that my "sober" father is crazy, etc., is no going against her damn words! I am so pissed because lately, since Thursday, I have been having this tight compression in my throat but it kind of went away yesterday while I was taking a nap. I am...
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