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I do not feel normal lately

05 September 2012
Posted by writer2010  
But yet again, I have been told that "normal" does not exist. I just been bummed every time after my stupid writing shorts class. I know, how pathetic but I spoke with my professor for some guidance with writing and eventually I said something which led to another and before we left, she told me to possibly seek help at school counseling...
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...but need to vent a bit so SORRY if I am b****ing again! Just got a message from my cousin, she is on dad's side of the family, via Facebook and basically I have not heard from her for about a well good month but of course I am kind of relieved since it seems like the drama is less. In her message, she said she had not been in the right...
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Yup -____-



But, I know that I need to cry it out a bit or else I will really feel worse.




I just hope that one day I can heal...

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Dear Family...

01 September 2012
Posted by writer2010  
...lately, I have been encountering with a lot of memories as well as a lot of emotions towards your actions. You are not bad people or evil, but I just feel as though that many-not all-of you have been that extra weight that drags me down. I am at fault for many things I have said and done, but I just want peace and be able to focus on my...
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Whoa...

29 August 2012
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...had one those "why don't I just say something" during my writing short stories class. Before I go on, I will admit that I am superstitious. We watched "On the Waterfront" today and I must say that I loved it! Aside from that, just the messages within the film such as faith and courage-ironically the protagonist is...
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Is the fact that things seem to go smoothly-not all of the time of course but enough to make me always wonder when the bad is going to come. So, far, I have been trying my best to pray-mainly not to stress/worry/overthink. Learning that those emotions just make me feel a lot worse. It is still strange for a lot that has happened and scares me at...
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So with school coming up on Monday, I already have a ton of assignments due on thurs for just one class. Sorry but I do not know where to post. Just frustrated I guess and trying my BEST to learn to take breathers so I do not get burned out. The class is RTVF 455, screenwriting, which is great since I am thinking that this will "force"...
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Another memory recall

23 August 2012
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So I was taking a "break" and catching up on my shows and ironically the messages of the episodes had to do with faith (a girl who gets baptist) and drive and ambition (a girl who works her butt off but unfortunately, her boss makes a move on her and on the second time, it looked as though he would have raped her if she had not got out...
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Things on mind

21 August 2012
Posted by writer2010  
Went to Gladestone's! Very yummy food. Plus, I never go to the beach so I guess it is a good way to somewhat relax-although my mind still goes over to "that." I honestly still don't want to tell my mom even though I know I should but once again, it's not like I have so :/

I was not not raped or sexually abused/assaulted...
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Things on mind

21 August 2012
Posted by writer2010  
Went to Gladestone's! Very yummy food. Plus, I never go to the beach so I guess it is a good way to somewhat relax-although my mind still goes over to "that." I honestly still don't want to tell my mom even though I know I should but once again, it's not like I have so :/

I was not not raped or sexually abused/assaulted...
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