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Well there is this part of me that feels like I've been through so much this last year that I think my limit of crap that I can deal with has been exceeded. Before I might have been more understanding but now I just tell people I've had enough of to "get lost" as I haven't got the patience .....
....but as I wrote that last line, No its not that I've lost my patience its that I have gained more self respect like I had blogged previously, that before I would just let things go and forgive to easy and now I care about myself too much to be hurt and put down.
So yea I may have exceeded the amount of crap I can take in a year, I may have less patience but that's because I value me as a person a hell of a lot more!
I am fed up today because I haven't been treated the way I deserve, but at the end of the day I would rather see that they are maybe not such good people to have around me rahter then carry on ignoring that they do not value me.
So I am glad I am fed up and angry, I am glad that I can see what's wrong with the situation and I'm glad that I am stronger than they are and i am able to make a change to my life to stop it happening again !
....but as I wrote that last line, No its not that I've lost my patience its that I have gained more self respect like I had blogged previously, that before I would just let things go and forgive to easy and now I care about myself too much to be hurt and put down.
So yea I may have exceeded the amount of crap I can take in a year, I may have less patience but that's because I value me as a person a hell of a lot more!
I am fed up today because I haven't been treated the way I deserve, but at the end of the day I would rather see that they are maybe not such good people to have around me rahter then carry on ignoring that they do not value me.
So I am glad I am fed up and angry, I am glad that I can see what's wrong with the situation and I'm glad that I am stronger than they are and i am able to make a change to my life to stop it happening again !
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