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really hating.... "me"

10 July 2012
Posted by survadvo 
i really am hating myself today

im trying to be positive but i cant ...

i just want to get into bed and stay there, i havent felt this down for ages ...

im trying to keep busy, ive done alot of housework, i feel kind of numb

i dont know why i fell like this today ... nothing has changed

i just feel like im the scum of the earth and i deserve all the bad things that have happened to me.

I feel that he could see that and thats why he hurt me and is still making my life a living hell

i want to hate him but i dont

i hate me instead

im making it all about me and i feel more hate as im doing that too

i need to pull myself together, im being weak :(/>

 
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2 Comments On This Entry

i feel the same rightnow. i was going to blog but im too sad to put effort into it
flutefairy, 10 July 2012 - 10:52 AM

lultimanotte, on 10 July 2012 - 10:52 AM, said:

i feel the same rightnow. i was going to blog but im too sad to put effort into it



sorry you feel this way today, hope you feel brighter soon x
survadvo, 10 July 2012 - 03:40 PM
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