feeling cr*p today
bit of a delicate subject next
but we had just had sex which is the first time i have felt aroused since about a month before court which was the 21st of may. he was very gentle and took things at my pace, i felt uncomfortable so asked him to stop. he did. i lay on the bed feeling like a cramping feeling thats when it hit me. he pain was awful ...
i just don't know what caused it. i haven't had a period in around 4 months however due to the stress i have been going through im not surprised, i also have polycycstic ovarian syndrome which makes me have irregular periods (although i must admit this is a rather long time)
im scared to go and get checked out, i think its just related to the ptsd ... (stress / trauma) .... its in my head