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why am i so useless !

Posted by survadvo , 30 June 2012 · 54 views

im feeling....

worthless

antisocial

stupid

negative..ha!

unfixable

broken

unloveable

exhausted

unhappy

powerless

hurt

......ive had enough i just want things to be better, its my perception ... so why cant i perceive things differently.

i just want to be able to write in this blog or write a status etc where im happy

i feel like im just moaning.... all the time

maybe its just me.... maybe im fucked up... maybe thats why bad things happen to me...

even writing this post i hate it ! erruggghhhh



Keep writing it - don't pressure yourself to write positive happy stuff yet - you have to get the negative stuff out the way first to unplug the dam. Then the better stuff will be able to flow more freely.

Keep going - don't stop now - just write whatever comes and we'll all be here for you while you get this stuff out the way.

Dreamgirl
i will, thank you and i like the metophor of unplugging the dam, that has really hit home. :) x

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