why am i so useless !
......ive had enough i just want things to be better, its my perception ... so why cant i perceive things differently.
i just want to be able to write in this blog or write a status etc where im happy
i feel like im just moaning.... all the time
maybe its just me.... maybe im fucked up... maybe thats why bad things happen to me...
even writing this post i hate it ! erruggghhhh