Thursday is all thats on my mind

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Thursday is all thats on my mind

25 June 2012

Posted by survadvo

can not wait for thurday to be over but im kind of looking forward to it

the day i face my abuser

the day i see him for the first time in a year and a half,

the day i sit with my family and look at him,

the day i show him that he hasnt won

the day he might look at me

the day i take back some of the power

the day i confront him

the day il most prob feel sick

the day il hear how long he will be in prison for

the day i might cry

the day i need to move on from this

the day i might get abuse from his friends and family

the day i stand strong and raise my head up high

i wonder what will happen and i worry that i may get hurt, i fear for my safety but im in a crown court so whats the worse that could happen ?
im scared that people will shout abuse at me, but i dont know why?
i dont understand why im scared anymore ?

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Oh, you are so, so, so incredibly brave. It takes a lot of strength to face your abuser and I hope that he gets all that he deserves. I will definitely be thinking of you on the day and I'm very willing to be a pocket rider if you want and need =)

Lily x

~Lily, 25 June 2012 - 07:04 PM