Thursday is all thats on my mind
the day i face my abuser
the day i see him for the first time in a year and a half,
the day i sit with my family and look at him,
the day i show him that he hasnt won
the day he might look at me
the day i take back some of the power
the day i confront him
the day il most prob feel sick
the day il hear how long he will be in prison for
the day i might cry
the day i need to move on from this
the day i might get abuse from his friends and family
the day i stand strong and raise my head up high
i wonder what will happen and i worry that i may get hurt, i fear for my safety but im in a crown court so whats the worse that could happen ?
im scared that people will shout abuse at me, but i dont know why?
i dont understand why im scared anymore ?