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Thursday is all thats on my mind

Posted by survadvo , 25 June 2012 · 106 views

can not wait for thurday to be over but im kind of looking forward to it

the day i face my abuser

the day i see him for the first time in a year and a half,

the day i sit with my family and look at him,

the day i show him that he hasnt won

the day he might look at me

the day i take back some of the power

the day i confront him

the day il most prob feel sick

the day il hear how long he will be in prison for

the day i might cry

the day i need to move on from this

the day i might get abuse from his friends and family

the day i stand strong and raise my head up high

i wonder what will happen and i worry that i may get hurt, i fear for my safety but im in a crown court so whats the worse that could happen ?
im scared that people will shout abuse at me, but i dont know why?
i dont understand why im scared anymore ?

Oh, you are so, so, so incredibly brave. It takes a lot of strength to face your abuser and I hope that he gets all that he deserves. I will definitely be thinking of you on the day and I'm very willing to be a pocket rider if you want and need =)

Lily x
Wow. Amazing. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.
Jun 25 2012 09:28 PM
Thinking of you.
You are so brave!!! I will be thinking of you!! Pocket rider if you need me...
Wow!! that is scary and super brave of you.
thank you so much for all your support ! could cry (in a good way) from all your kind words ! x

July 2016


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