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I was doing so well over the past two weeks, but today I fell apart. Now I'm back to trying to find enough energy just to eat. I was going to work, hanging out with co workers, doing homework, meeting people...now I'm alone, crying, trying to make shrimp alfredo.
Co workers keep texting me. I like that they care. I think it's making me feel worse though.
More than anything I want all of this to go away and for everything to finally be okay. Not for a couple weeks, or a couple months. I deserve for things to be okay. I shouldn't have to keep playing this game year after year.
I hate that I've been here before. You'd think it would get easier to deal with.
I kinda spilled my guts to one of my co workers. She was nice about it. But I still don't feel any better.
Rats.
Co workers keep texting me. I like that they care. I think it's making me feel worse though.
More than anything I want all of this to go away and for everything to finally be okay. Not for a couple weeks, or a couple months. I deserve for things to be okay. I shouldn't have to keep playing this game year after year.
I hate that I've been here before. You'd think it would get easier to deal with.
I kinda spilled my guts to one of my co workers. She was nice about it. But I still don't feel any better.
Rats.
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i hope things get better for u and they will just think positive