Afraid of being too much
I cant blame them for feeling like trying to support me is too much even though I wish it was the opposite. It is difficult for me to trust anyone during this time so trusting my boyfriend not to run into someone else's arms because he has reached his limits too is a concern. I know what it is like to be with someone during a difficult time and feel neglected because the main focus is their recovery. Yes, it is selfish and all I can seem to hope for right now is that I am worth it.