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I freaking blew it

13 February 2013
Posted by Littlegirlforgotten  
[size="4"][font="Arial Black"]I got plastered. Drank whiskey straight from the bottle. As much as I wanted. I figured I am f***ed up anyway, I might as well, right? I chatted with someone online I did not know and told them I effin wanted to die. I don't remember who it was. I am sure I scared the shit out of them. I think...
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Posted by Littlegirlforgotten  
Hey there,
I am not sure if anyone can relate to what I am saying, but this thought just hit me today after T. It seems that I am in this place of trying to find things to delight me that do not end up hurting me somehow. I have another post in the MW forum that refers to things that I have tried to help myself with that only ended up triggering...
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Posted by Littlegirlforgotten  
I was so ashamed. I thought it was my fault. I was a bad girl. I got mad at T. I yelled at T to stop lecturing me. She made it seem like I didn't know anything. Like I was stupid or something. I got mad cause T wasn't listening. She was trying to fix everything and make it right. I needed her to reassure me that I was ok and would get...
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My nightmare

19 January 2013
Posted by Littlegirlforgotten  
Given I haven't been sleeping, I decided to take a nap. I had a really bad nightmare. I was sitting in my living room with my family, my T, my two best friends, and my dogs. We were just sitting and chit chatting. All of a sudden, my front door burst open followed by too many men to count masked and carrying military guns. They shot everyone...
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A friend and I were talking about the constant chit chat that is thrown at us on a regular basis. Whether it is the T.V., Radio, computer,children, grandchildren, cellphones or whatever noise comes our way it seems constant. Now I know some people who can not go without the noise. Me? I need the quiet. I need the "downtime". So, in...
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Ups and Downs

30 April 2012
Posted by Littlegirlforgotten  
It is amazing to me how a week or a month holds its share of hills and valleys. Surprisingly, sometimes I am caught off guard by how often I am hit by them just through the course of one morning not to mention a day or a week or a month. All it takes is a word or sound or a smell to rock my world. Thing is, it doesn't have to be good or bad....
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