so my mother is out of hospital. came out last week. hasnt talked to me for a few days. which has been nice. is that bad to think? i just feel so more me when im not worrying all the time about her. shes never really been a mother to me. i dont even call her that, i call her by her first name. me and my bf are doing better now. more on an even keel. which is awesome!
got my shoulder shot. its sore but thats ok. just cant do anything with it, ie lift anything, put my arm above shoulder height. so i cant knit for 6 weeks. this is going to drive me insane. knitting is my therapy. keeps me sane.
over this feeling guilty about my mother thou. oh well. ill live.