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Posted by leeleewolfie , 20 November 2012 · 14 views

I'm sick of everything and everyone. I just want it to go back to the way it was this summer. I want to go back to when I was the only one who could get under my ex-partner's skin. I'm tired of being expected to fix all my boyfriend's problems. I can't do anything to fix his mistakes. I want to go back to when I was with my ex-partner...


just so worn out

Posted by leeleewolfie , in Setbacks 12 September 2012 · 7 views

I'm just tired of everything right now. I don't want to deal with it all anymore. I'm just too tired. I'm tired of putting on my okay face. I'm tired of almost no one noticing that I'm breaking, and I'm tired of the ones that do notice not knowing how to make me feel better and instead making me feel worse. I'm tired of hav...


To my best friend's boyfriend's brother

Posted by leeleewolfie , 12 August 2012 · 9 views

I've only met you once, but you're already on my shit list.

You don't believe me because you grew up with H and he's a "good guy." A good guy doesn't beat your brother up and leave scars. And do you think I would have been with him in the first place if he didn't act like a good guy? Maybe you don't read people as wel...



Posted by leeleewolfie , in Setbacks 05 August 2012 · 10 views

Wednesday makes one year since he first touched me. Last night somehow it really hit me again. I felt stupid and broken. It blows my mind how I could've let him do that. He touched me. I said no. He didn't respect that and he kept going. I invited him back. This continued for a month. It took my mentor saying "then you'll be back here comp...



Posted by leeleewolfie , 14 July 2012 · 9 views

I don't even know where my head's at right now. I just know that I'm angry. I've been blah all day. I pulled a muscle in my leg on Thursday, and I'm exhausted, and I've been on the verge of tears almost every second... I feel like I'm alone and that no one wants me. I feel like I'm being used. I feel like I want to hurt thi...


A New Experience

Posted by leeleewolfie , 01 July 2012 · 5 views

(Possible trigger warning)

I have this friend who I believe I've talked about before on here. His name is Jake. He was the first one to know about the SA, and in fact was the one who convinced me that what was happening was not normal and that it was unacceptable. So he's kinda been there for me through some rough stuff, and I trust him completel...


One good night's sleep

Posted by leeleewolfie , 28 May 2012 · 11 views

Last night I had the best night's sleep I've had in such a long time.

I was wearing Boyfriend's hoodie. It doesn't quite smell like him anymore but that's okay. It's still comforting. I was also using the giant Eeyore stuffed animal from him as a pillow.

I was snuggling with my towel. It's light yellow with green streaks, a...


Everything that can go wrong...

Posted by leeleewolfie , in Setbacks 07 April 2012 · 6 views

So last night was the first night of DISCO VII (Delaware Improv & Sketch Comedy O'Festival). I went with my friends George, Jake, Pierce, and Jake's sister (and my new friend) Georgia. Jake's known about the SA since day one, but he was the only one in the group who knew at the time. We met up at this restaurant that's about a fifteen...

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