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College Sucks

I came to college with the idea that i would have this great experience. Not that my entire world would come crashing down on me! I had lived with the fact that i had been abused all my life without any problems until i got to school and then it all just exploded in my face. If it was up to me i would have taken the secret of being abused to my grave but that obviously was not what the universe had planned for me. Before i got here i was perfeclty fine i had no anxiety, no chronic depression, and my PTSD symptoms were mild. But here everything went crazy, its like my mind is constantly running 100mph and i can't slow it down. I am always on edge, that could partially be from my neighbor who likes to bang on walls when he feel that my music is too loud. He makes the most uncomfortable. It like since i arived i lost sight of who i am and what i want in life. Before i graduated i knew exactly how my life was going to go and i had people lined up ready to help me get there and now, i feel like i have nothing.
 

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