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Poem: gentle thief

Posted by beansy , 11 February 2013 · 48 views

You let that moon-light hit me
Slap my thighs, that you laid bare.

But you acted gentle. You acted gentle.

You hid all that wrong behind soft
touches and the pretence

that everything was fine

As long as you were gentle.

You taught me that you can
softly, tenderly
humiliate, denigrate, salivate

all at once.

You can use soft lips to
rip open someone...


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Sex and saying no **Trigger possibility**

Posted by beansy , 11 February 2013 · 51 views

I told my T I have very little ability to say no to sex with my boyfriend. He's not pushy, not at all. But if he wants it, I just think "I can probably get in the mood." I just can't imagine how to tell him no. Sometimes I do it when I'm really not feeling up to it and I know I'll probably have a panic attack, but I do it anyways....





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