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The Perp

Posted by Szilvia , in Perpetrator 06 February 2012 · 34 views

Last night, I saw one of my perps vividly in a bad dream. He wasn't alone. I could see his face clearly for a fleeting moment. Whenever I try to recall the details, I can see and feel myself blocking the images.

I'm left feeling very tense and unsettled. I didn't cry this time. My sleep cycles continue to be restless. I wake up feeling tired and lethargic.

Why am I so scared of the closet being open? I don't understand. I feel this shadow hanging over me...a black cloud lingering. I can't shake it.

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