Pandora's Aquarium: Is Anyone There? - Pandora's Aquarium

Jump to content

Donna Mae DePola - Guest Speaker Chat ...May 25th 2013 ... for more information please read this!

Welcome to Pandora's Aquarium, a rape, sexual assault, and sexual abuse survivor message board and chat room.
If you've been a victim of any type of sexual violence, you belong here. What you see below represents just a fraction of the resources and survivor support available. Register now to join our community and take full advantage of what this online support group has to offer you as you heal and recover, or sign in to remove this message.

You are not alone, we can support you as you heal, and you've made an important step toward recovery by reaching out. If you are unable to register or have any questions, please contact the staff or view our home page.

Guest Message © 2013 DevFuse

 
Posted by kjw9311  
I really wanted to try and not write anything on here for awhile. I thought that by going over everything that had happened in my head again, on here, was possibly making me feel worse then better. But I can't help it anymore. My life just sucks.

This past week, my parents wanted me to get a job. I agreed, because I just need to get out of...
Read Full Entry →

Icon 4 Comments

Confused.... :(

23 January 2012
Posted by kjw9311  
This is probably the stupidest thing I've ever done in awhile...but...I've had such a rough past couple of days...

The guy that R'd me, wants to hang out tomorrow.

I agreed.

I'm not sure why...he said all he wanted to do was go shopping. I don't know why I believe him, but I do. Since my parents don't know what...
Read Full Entry →

Icon 2 Comments

Posted by kjw9311  
Well, today went better than expected, until he texted me again. I went shopping with one of my best friends, and got a BOTDF official rubber bracelet. Makes me happy when I have something from a band I support (despite the fact that others don't approve). This is a link (at bottom of page) to one of my new favorite songs. It has A LOT of...
Read Full Entry →

Icon 0 Comments

Posted by kjw9311  
So, today was long, and hard for me. I talked to my rapist today, and all hell broke loose. He said things I know shouldn't have affected me, but they did. I know what he did to me wasn't my fault, but the way I let him treat me was. Anyways, so much happened with him over the course of today that I have completely lost it. I've been...
Read Full Entry →

Icon 4 Comments

Posted by kjw9311  
I just can't stop thinking about what he said to me....he laughed when i told him i knew what he'd done to me. it's all just a game to him. I want to SI soooo bad...i'm too hurt to cry...even worse, he told me he was changing his phone number, so now even if i give this number to the cops, he won't get caught. he also cut his...
Read Full Entry →

Icon 1 Comments

Poems....Lots of them :)

20 January 2012
Posted by kjw9311  
So, I see many people blogging either poems they have written, or inspirational poems. I have written several over the course of my senior year....I'm sure many are just weird, or depressing, but maybe they'll help....they shouldn't trigger anything (though this one might, idk). Sometimes I don't realize I write about my past until...
Read Full Entry →

Icon 0 Comments

Friends?

19 January 2012
Posted by kjw9311  
Just making this, because I know there's tons of people out there who want someone to talk to, and I do too, but i haven't met many people on here yet...maybe it just takes time? idk...either way, you should add me so we can talk :)

Icon 1 Comments

Issues with my Ex.... </3

19 January 2012
Posted by kjw9311  
I just really, don't know what to do with my life anymore...I really wish I could move on and get over my ex, but, he was such a huge part of my life for such a short time :/ I've finally accepted the fact that I never truly loved being in college-I only loved being with him </3 Even though he was my only bf, he was definitely a part of...
Read Full Entry →

Icon 0 Comments

Help?

18 January 2012
Posted by kjw9311  
Hi,
Ummm well, I actually typed this out and then the computer crashed, so this time it'll be brief lol I joined this site, because I need help, and need people to talk to and understand my questions, maybe give me some answers? In December, I was date raped by a close friend. I still blame myself, because there was alcohol involved, and I...
Read Full Entry →

Icon 2 Comments

 
Back to blog home →
  • 2 Pages +
  • 1
  • 2

← May 2013 →

S M T W T F S
   1234
567891011
121314151617 18
19202122232425
262728293031 

Recent Entries

My Blog Links

Mark Blog as read
Archive

Recent Comments


Pandora's Aquarium, Inc. is not intended to be a substitute for professional assistance. All members and visitors are encouraged to establish a relationship with a trained counselor, therapist, or psychiatrist. Pandora's Aquarium, Inc. offers rape and sexual abuse survivor-to-survivor support only. Despite any qualifications staff or members possess, they are not engaged in a professional relationship with any other member. Survivors in crisis are urged to seek local help by contacting 911 or their local rape crisis center. Use of this website constitutes acceptance of the Terms of Service located here.