But I've met someone new, and he's nice. He's so nice. And, I really like him, I really really do. But I'm scared of letting him too close, of moving things too fast or slow. Why am I so scared? Whats different this time?
The only thing I know is, he makes me smile. Not my false covering up my pain smile, really smile, he makes me happy. That's got to be a good thing right?