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Running away.

Posted by Dollygirl , 19 February 2012 · 21 views

Couldnt take anything earlier this week, so I went to the station, bought some train tickets for me and a friend, and left for Wales. Went to a small town, beautiful, and I escaped. But all I escaped were my everyday stresses. My memories, hurt, guilt, tears, fear, I can't run away from them. Why can't I run away from them? Why am I always so confused :( I hate being the one asking stupid questions, that no one can answer :( I feel so immature, demanding answers, but I dont know what else to do.

Except cry. I cry all the time, I drain myself, until I'm numb. I'm so numb I can't feel, and there's no more tears inside me. Until I can't speak. Then it starts all over again. How can I cope, when will things start looking up? :'(

Hang in there. Things will look up for you. Keep reaching out.

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