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Scared,

18 January 2012
Posted by Dollygirl 
I joined today, and I already feel like I'm not as alone as I was. I just feel scared. I have so much to say, but I feel as though I shouldn't. Im scared that I'll bother people, and I really don't want to bother anyone. I'm scared that I'm admitting I'm scared, because I'm the girl who tries her hardest everyday not to cry until I'm alone. Not to cry when its all I want to do. Not to show my weakness, when I'm the weakest person I know. Everyone on here seems so strong, so caring and. I want to be strong :(/> I want to smile, I want to be okay :'( I don't know if I ever will be. :(/>

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6 Comments On This Entry

Hi,
I joined today too....want to talk?
kjw9311, 18 January 2012 - 09:03 PM
I didn't join 2day but i started using the website 2day...i think your stronger then you think u are :) your not bothering an1. That's what this place is for...support.
silverstar415850, 19 January 2012 - 01:28 AM
Hi! It may seem we are strong at first glance, but we all have good and bad times. I know what it's like to feel weak but want to show only a strong persona- it's my life, the mask I wear. Please stay and write and talk, if it helps you. People here understand!! You're not bothering anyone here!!!

Take care,
Theresa
Theresa, 19 January 2012 - 05:44 AM

kjw9311, on 18 January 2012 - 09:03 PM, said:

Hi,I joined today too....want to talk?



Yes please, if that's okay? Thank you x
Dollygirl, 19 January 2012 - 07:55 AM

silverstar415850, on 19 January 2012 - 01:28 AM, said:

I didn't join 2day but i started using the website 2day...i think your stronger then you think u are :) your not bothering an1. That's what this place is for...support.

Thank you, I dont know :( I don't feel very strong, but thank you, so much x
Dollygirl, 19 January 2012 - 07:56 AM

Theresa, on 19 January 2012 - 05:44 AM, said:

Hi! It may seem we are strong at first glance, but we all have good and bad times. I know what it's like to feel weak but want to show only a strong persona- it's my life, the mask I wear. Please stay and write and talk, if it helps you. People here understand!! You're not bothering anyone here!!!Take care,Theresa



Yeah, it's hard to have to act like that everyday though, isn't it? Do you ever feel like you don't have to like, put on the mask, do you ever feel you can just be 100% yourself? Yeah, I like this website, I felt a little better today.. Thank you so much xxx
Dollygirl, 19 January 2012 - 08:12 AM
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