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Posted by DTC40  
I went to a very nice mental health clinic in the county over. They have great counselors and two psychiatrist. My insurance would not pay because it was another county. Here in the woods we go by counties, not cities. So if I have to go to the "BIG" city to have heart surgery are they not going to pay because it is another...
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Went to Adanta and the crazy Nurse Practitioner decided that they would not prescribe the meds to me despite being told by my PCP that is what they are suppose to do. She offered me two other meds once of which was an allergy med and one that was a high blood pressure med to treat me. I told her she was nuts. I looked both up to be sure and...
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I saw my PCP today and she refused to refill my meds. I do have an appointment with a psychiatrist with the help of NAMI, but that is not until September.
My PCP did call the mental health clinic when I told her that they would not give me my meds. She asked what they thought they were doing over there treating patients with diabetes. I got an...
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The doctor took off the Risperadone cold turkey. I was having really really severe reactions to coming off as I was on it. I asked to be put in the hospital because I was scared I might be a danger to myself. They told me to call back if it got worse, What?!!!! Am I just stupid or was that not what I was doing calling them. I...
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Nightmare meds

07 July 2012
Posted by DTC40  
Doc put me on risperadol which is making me really really sick. Since my Primary Doc is on vacation the Pharmacist told me to half the dose, which is causing some distress. This is nuts I have not been on this med more than three weeks. I just can not seem to catch a break. I am angry and irritable, I want some normal in my life if there is...
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I have lost friendships, jobs and church homes. Stupid thing is a lot of time I can not remember what I have or have not done.
Evidently last week I wrote a letter telling a friend of mine off. She is the only person that I have allowed to stay in my life. Now my alters are attacking her verbally. She knows about my DID. I can not even bare...
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I actually found a job that I can do from home medical transcription. I used to do this kind of work all the time when my kids were real little. I thought I would try it again, I was not sure because it has been almost 10 years since I have done this type of work and managed to get a job. Makes me feel better to know that I can work again a few...
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TRIGGER SU Attempt

25 June 2012
Posted by DTC40  
So I stupidly tried again to kill myself. My poor ex husband had to watch the kids for a few days why I was in the psych hospital. He lives with his mother and does not work.
My son and I had some things to do today and he was going to pick up the girls for a few hours. I told my ex and me and our son was through we would come by and pick up...
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Going nuts

04 June 2012
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Going nuts. It seems like there is just too much stress. I have been in the hospital for complications from the cancer. It has spread to my lungs and I had to be on oxygen because I could not breath or keep my oxygen levels up. I had pneumonia and a bronchial infection. I had to stop smoking, which I know is stupid since I have cancer. The...
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Its been awhile

21 April 2012
Posted by DTC40  
A lot has happened since the last time I blogged. The wedding fell through for many reasons and I had to get an EPO. I took two of my kids and my sons best friend on a 57 hour road trip down to Mississippi and then over to St. Pete Florida and back up to Kentucky. We stopped only to gas up the car and 6 hours in a hotel and two hours on the...
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