I met with my T this past Thursday about not being able to remember parts of my rape.I asked her about hypnosis and EMB I think it is called and asked if those would be helpful. She said possibly but there is a good chance that those methods might bring back false memories. Now that is the last thing I would want to do. I asked her what else I could do to try and remember. She told me that that was up to my unconscious mind to release that memory when it thought I was ready to handle it. That or if I tried to think about it alot. But I already think and try to remember it a lot. She then said that it might just be the case that your mind checked out for parts of it because you couldn't handle the trauma and if that is the case then you will probably never remember those parts because you weren't "there" to have relocation of those pieces. If that's the case that def sucks but at the same time I kinda already guessed something like that might be the case so it wasn't that disheartening and I think I could get used to knowing that I wont be able to remember everything and excepting it. For any one else that is dealing with this I hope that info just helped because I know there was a few that have gone through this and are trying to remember.