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I want him to pay

04 May 2013
Posted by Aurora325  
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I was raped again. I can't believe it. The man I went to when I was hurting, a man I told everything too. He raped me. How could he be so cruel. I am proud that I realized it was rape only a year after it happened, since the other attacks took me 4 years to come to terms with. But again?! WHY!!!! I...
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Posted by Aurora325  
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I left Pandy's and I ran far far away in my mind. I didn't touch my rape or SA with a ten foot pole. And when my monthly depres came around I shoved it to the ground. I pushed it away not letting it touch me not letting myself cope. I just wanted to be strong and I was done with feeling weak. And then it came. I should...
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How do you tell?

25 May 2012
Posted by Aurora325  
So today I'm with my family in Indianna and my mom wanted me to show my aunt the tattoo that I got. Well I showed her and then I showed her the next tattoo I was going to get. First response was well that's big do you want that to show on your dress on the wedding day?! The question I always get. The question pisses me off this...
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So i messed up :/

24 May 2012
Posted by Aurora325  
I went a whole year with out hurting myself again and Monday night I totally blew it. I have wanted to cut my lip again but I have always resisted. Well Monday I was driving back home from Milwaukee and a song came on on my ipod. It was I Hate Everything About you by Three Days Grace. I started thinking about Casey the man who sexually...
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Feeling better :]

08 May 2012
Posted by Aurora325  
Lyrics from one of my favorite songs called Stupid Boy by Keith Urban.
this song is for any girl or boy that has or is being abused.

Well, she was precious like a flower
She grew wild, wild but innocent
A perfect prayer in a desperate hour
She was everything beautiful and different

Stupid boy, you can't fence that in
Stupid boy, it's...
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Time for part two!. At the end of the whole Take Back the Night event on Friday there was a speaking out portion. I have to say that there was way to many people that got up and spoke. It was heart braking. One of the girls who got up and told her story was only 13. She had been abused by her uncle and her cousin who she lived with since...
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Take Back the Night

29 April 2012
Posted by Aurora325  
So Friday our school held a take back the night ceremony that I helped out in. It was very moving. So many people came and we had a rally. There was a march and speeches. Some people sang and other wrote poetry. Overall is was extremely intense. Some people even cried. At the end of the night there was a speak out section were people got up...
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why now....

22 April 2012
Posted by Aurora325  
Hes gone.......... But I don't want him to be gone. I went on facebook and I decided I wanted to finally delete my SAer from my fcbk friends. But he is already gone. How.....Why. When did this happen! I don't remember deleting him. I can't even search for him online. He doesn't show up. Did he delete his...
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Posted by Aurora325  
I met with my T this past Thursday about not being able to remember parts of my rape.I asked her about hypnosis and EMB I think it is called and asked if those would be helpful. She said possibly but there is a good chance that those methods might bring back false memories. Now that is the last thing I would want to do. I asked her what else I...
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Since I realized I was raped half a year ago one thing has really been bothering me. The fact that I can't remember what happened. When I was raped I was drunk and this all happened four years ago. Now I know that time might play a factor but I remember most of the SA that happened right around that time. I'm trying to figure out if it...
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