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so i have started having nightmares again after a rather offensive conversation

Source: ongoing safety concerns about my rapist

From: Pocket riders needed

i question if this was ever a friendship

Source: Pocket riders needed

happy 2013

peaks from the holidays



blackberries !!!!

belgian chocolate !!!


pan flamed lemon fish



holiday cards from friends



dinner with the waiter who fusses



some baking attempted



reading magazines and newspapers



concerts live on the radio





to be continued

happy 2013

i find it preplexing that most of my counselling

discusses very little about my actual abuse history

but invades my privacy


so that agencies can obtain funding



to further invade my privacy

virtual holiday party

:balloon:/>/> :dancingpanda:/>/> :reindeer:/>/> :dancingpanda:/>/> :menorah:/>/> :present:/>/> :snowman:/>/> :xmasjoy:/>/> :xmasgrin:/>/> :music:/>/> :cupcake:/>/>




hope everyone has a safe holiday season





add music movie and food

assault anniversary

i spoke with my grief counsellor today a little about the assault

at the service for my friend

and how this was not about

my assailant reacting to the death of my sister or my friend

and she observed that yes it is different

the day has changed for me in so many ways

a national day of remembrance

blemished by another senseless act

tgc
so six years after joining

i am still hiding (huh ???)

my landlord and i are WWWWWWing together ???

my chiro is treating the injuries from my landlord

dad has been dead for years

his birthday is coming


sis would have had a landmark birthday this year



nephew seems to be recovering from his surgeries


i need surgery...

seasons greetings all

i am working on my christmas tradition book i am at 300 bce ad
awww -some


wishing a gr 8 day

its my birthday

i am to take time to smell the roses :daisy: and.....





and eat the ones made of frosting :cupcake: :cupcake: :cupcake: :cupcake: :cupcake: :cupcake: :cupcake: :rofl: :rofl:

virtual party

caters arriving


it is a little hectic :present: :music: :cupcake: :music: :cupcake: :present:

:dancingpanda: :elefant: :dancingbunny: :puppy:

a virtual birthday party

raise the roof :cool: :D :music: :cupcake: :hi5: :rofl: :yahoo: :xmasgrin: :present:

virtual birthday party

so i am ageless

leftovers from real life party

are in the virtual fridge


i may post the menu later


cards arriving

cats and kittens

i may post them later


gifts from the body shop

birthday month


a dvd and lots of gift cards :balloon: :puppy: :elefant: :dancingbunny: :dancingpanda: :balloon: :cupcake: :music: :cupcake: :present:



lets...

virtual bday party

checklist

party streamers

virtual fridge full of munchies and cold drinks

virtual dj ready tp jamjjjam

:music: :cupcake: :rofl: :hi5: :present: :dancingpanda: :balloon: :cool:

happy thanksgiving

i am thankful that


nephew survived the months of surgery

i do not have a broken wrist

although there is a city sidewalk that need to be fix



and that mom received medical treatment

for her broken shoulder from her fall

while visiting a friend





happy thanksgivings one and all


tgc
the last of my father's brothers
died in september

i have yet to have counselling for

most of my perps

there seems to be an one size fits all

approach by most of the agencies

i am bewildered by this approach

every death brings up memories again

sometimes about the same day


just the focus changes


i now have an aunt who is also

the...
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About my blog

This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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