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Ok I am back. Who knows for how long. I am get ting virtual memory errors now on laptop
I have 5 female perps
plus the stalkers
Mom (p) was the initial perp.
Initially memories of her were blurred in with the male perps.
I have checked my therapy books,
I had highlighted references to abuse by moms
and I was buying true crime books where the crimes were by female perps
Mom had an heart attack and a year later there were flashbacks of her
actually I had one about her right after being told about her heart attack
it just took a year for me to label it as her.
My file from the agency that worked with me as a teenager
contained notes about mom, real selective
because she was on their board of directors
In 2005, mom(p) gave me some notes
and from what she wrote,
my sister was another victim
my nephew may also be one of her victims
maybe my brothers as well
perp 2 was an aquaintance at university
there was only
(only !)
one assault by her
but her grooming both before and after
was scary I still have some of her letters
perp 3
same sex domestic violence
that is a mouthful
my assorted ts's denial
blended into so well
with her grooming
and my disbelief
I was trying to disclose
while the abuse was happenning
and afterwards
and it was a friend from college
who had the courage
to listen to the details
and name it as rape
perp 4
one of her friends
dyke marches can be dangerous
perp 5
a classmate from my home room
at college
she assaulted me in my hoomroom
right in front of my classmates
to be continued see blog
Source: sexual abuse by female perpetrators
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