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for my baby brother

I wrote a really long story about my brother in august 2006

and I am hoping when I have a block of time

to post some of it in my blog


i wrote about his favourite books,music, movies and tv shows

and memories from our childhood

and my fear whenever christmas comes

that it will be his last christmas


or his last birthday


what i would like to write about

is alll the mischief

that the two of us got into

or how he would visit me at university

or after he had an argument with mom (roll eyes)


or how my first year at Pandys I sent him hockey jerseys of his fave player

worrying if they would fit

and last year some plaques of his fave player for his room


and dvds of his fave movies

and cds of his fave tunes

or making sure that he had his TV in his hospital room


and how thrilled I was to hear that he and nephew finally got to see each other again


and that Christmas Card that his volunteer helped him to send to me







to be continued
 

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this is what I meant about telling about him in segments


I have his last birthday card beside me


I sent an eulogy instead
i wish that he was here today


so we could talk about my nephew



i am remembering him these past 2 weeks

as i live the strangest de ja vu
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