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TRIGGER WARNINGS !!!

She was born at home

an aunt came over to help

the taxi was sent away

she was born before the ambulance arrived


i found out this year that my baby brother at age 2 remembers her birth


i was handed her to hold

so my aunt could help my mom


she was different than my baby dolls

she was different than my baby brother


when the ambulance came, I had to give her to the ambulance crew



she had to go to the hospital


she was sick with jaudice


I was sick on her homecoming



we would often share birthday parties


there are quite a few birthday photos of the two of us together

I shared my bedroom with her for thirteen years

I shared my birthday with her for a few more years

She ran away from home at age 15 after her birthday

Our brother killed himself shortly after her 17 th birthday

It is strange what can happen around birthdays

and what I rememember on that day
 

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it is strange what I remember on any anniversary date about my sister
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