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she is 11 soon to be 12
My second birthday
she is 13
I am siting on her lap
playing with farm animals
I am 3
She is 15
we are at the funeral for her mother
I am 4
She is 16
she is the bridesmaid for her older sister
I am the flower girl
who will be indulged with ice cream sundaes
I am 6
She is 18
her bridal party looks like cinderella's fairy tale wedding
my new uncle her prince charming
(she is cinderella to 6 year old me)
and I am again the flower girl
this time in a long white dress
just like the bride's !!!!
(there are fights at her wedding that I will blank out until years later)
Both wedding photos proudly displayed in my parent's living room
A brand new house !!! horses in the barn out back
I am 13
and she is there to help make a christmas
I am 15
and mom is once again hiding at her house
I am 17
and she is afraid of my dad
I am at university
I am holding her on my lap
my doc says we looked more like siblings
than aunt and neice
She was afraid of my dad
she loved me enough to break silence
she never did tell me her diagnosis
nor did any one in the family
I think she was courageous
both with her husband's cancer
and her own
edited for typos
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What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.
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