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Yesterday was sunny and today is so cold and overcast. I stayed in bed alot yesterday, did a little cleaning.
Today, I am trying to do laundry, feels like the first time in at least 4 months, since my worker's death.
I am feeling really stressed, I really need a vacation ! I went for a walk down to the stores... it always feel
like a cultural shock... the traffic and the fact that I do not run into my stalker... it has been a month since
the last encounter.... mainly because I hide. I need to remember to phone nephew.... he is so upset that my
visits stopped since his life plan meeting, mainly due to other adult's behavior. I had expected to see him
more not less. I still get triggered by
certain songs related to my rapist. They are on the radio alot. It hurts to go the water park. I still need to
pick up my computor glasses.
I may add more later
and it is over 2 years later
Today, I am trying to do laundry, feels like the first time in at least 4 months, since my worker's death.
I am feeling really stressed, I really need a vacation ! I went for a walk down to the stores... it always feel
like a cultural shock... the traffic and the fact that I do not run into my stalker... it has been a month since
the last encounter.... mainly because I hide. I need to remember to phone nephew.... he is so upset that my
visits stopped since his life plan meeting, mainly due to other adult's behavior. I had expected to see him
more not less. I still get triggered by
certain songs related to my rapist. They are on the radio alot. It hurts to go the water park. I still need to
pick up my computor glasses.
I may add more later
and it is over 2 years later
Tags: My stalker and assailant remains free
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About my blog
This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.
Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.
What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.
There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.
Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.
What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.
There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.
