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August 16 2007 9:34 am
as a baby
2 teddy bears
a musical bear
a red and yellow teddy bear
it is okay for even the boys to get them
big brother a giant black and yellow panda bear and a purple and white bunny his velveteen rabbit
baby brother a black poodle and a green and blue teddy bear
as a schoolaged child
sis gets them as christmas presents :
teddy bears, puppy, reindeer
from the local exhibition :
winnie the poohs, small or medium french poodles, teddy bears and a huge stuffed french poodle
TRIGGER WARNING
Dad rapes me on my huge stuffed dog from the exhition
as a teenager
from the local exhibition
at university
BF and Duck
Friends : cougar from them, puppies for them
at the daycare story about sr's teddy bear
as inner child object
hug a teddy bear as comfort for flashbacks
as gift for nephew
bunnies like big brother, his velveteen rabbits
big bird
Elmo his fave, he still sleeps with it
TRIGGER WARNING !!!!
as a weapon by mom
You don't like stuffed toys do you ?
Mom. he is not going to like stuffed toys if you hit him with them
so she hits me with the stuffed toy as well
stuffed toys as gifts to my rapist
a parade of stuffed toys on her bed
stuffed toys as gifts from her
stuffed toys from my mentor
loons to represent sis
stuffed toys from counsellors
If stuffed toys truly represented comfort
then I am drowning in comfort
I still get new ones
as a baby
2 teddy bears
a musical bear
a red and yellow teddy bear
it is okay for even the boys to get them
big brother a giant black and yellow panda bear and a purple and white bunny his velveteen rabbit
baby brother a black poodle and a green and blue teddy bear
as a schoolaged child
sis gets them as christmas presents :
teddy bears, puppy, reindeer
from the local exhibition :
winnie the poohs, small or medium french poodles, teddy bears and a huge stuffed french poodle
TRIGGER WARNING
Dad rapes me on my huge stuffed dog from the exhition
as a teenager
from the local exhibition
at university
BF and Duck
Friends : cougar from them, puppies for them
at the daycare story about sr's teddy bear
as inner child object
hug a teddy bear as comfort for flashbacks
as gift for nephew
bunnies like big brother, his velveteen rabbits
big bird
Elmo his fave, he still sleeps with it
TRIGGER WARNING !!!!
as a weapon by mom
You don't like stuffed toys do you ?
Mom. he is not going to like stuffed toys if you hit him with them
so she hits me with the stuffed toy as well
stuffed toys as gifts to my rapist
a parade of stuffed toys on her bed
stuffed toys as gifts from her
stuffed toys from my mentor
loons to represent sis
stuffed toys from counsellors
If stuffed toys truly represented comfort
then I am drowning in comfort
I still get new ones
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This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.
Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.
What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.
There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.
Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.
What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.
There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.
