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about the fact that it was an anni for the 2 of us
and also a relationship anni with my rapist and stalker
she knows them both (so does JP)
I have also been thinking about dad being dead
and the fact that he is dead... his death did not end the flashbacks
i am again reflecting on the passage of time
i have lived here longer than anywhere
and this apt still does not feel like a home
i have a friend from uni that still stays in touch
i have a worker who undermines me all the time
she has been around the longest
Dr W has been around for a long time
time out for her daughter's birth and her mom's death
oh yeah and when she had to go into the hospital herself
JP knows about all the pivotal players in my life
VR knows my rapist and RW who also knows my rapist
RW was the most helpful from that little emeshed group
then KS... it is amazing that she is still alive
and W yes, she knows my rapist as well
i've lost all interest in groups again
and i have dropped out of drumming again
this apartment is like a furnace
I asked the new chiro intern to
document how baked my skin was
my agreement with Dr B is
to get glasses fixed
to go to the waterpark
she wrote me a letter
apologizing for cancelling my appointment
due to the problems with her plane
i am glad that i am not dry heaving today
i told ks about that day
i did not tell her about the star of david or did i ?
e and l were there when i got it blessed
it did not protect me from my rapist
i gave it to her that day
she picked it out the day i contacted the shelters
a rcc 's partner calling shelters about her
to be continued
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Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.
What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.
There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.