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The Power Of Your Dreams

24 February 2011
Posted by danusia007   in support, REFLECTIONS, PROFILE, MY STORY, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, MY HEALING CIRCLE, career and UNIVERSITY, The Power of Your Dreams
i spoke with this friend again on the weekend




it was a really helpful talk

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Posted by danusia007   in My Family I salute my brother, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family NEPHEW, My Family OLDER BROTHER Perp and Victim, My Family SISTER, MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY HEALING CIRCLE my books, MY HEALING CIRCLE My Movies, MY HEALING CIRCLE My Music, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, My HEALING CIRCLE Virtual Parties, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY, PROFILE, REFLECTIONS
many many thanks


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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY STORY
and a comedy of errors

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY STORY
care to join the ride ???

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life is a rollercoaster

27 January 2011
Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY
2011 is going to be quite the ride

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, My Family I salute my brother, MY STORY, REFLECTIONS, support
how many mistakes can happen in a week ??




misadventures glalore !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY STORY, PROFILE, support
and it is all related to tasks that professional supports have delayed and procasinated about ?

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HAPPY HOLIDAYS ONE AND ALL

24 December 2010
Posted by danusia007   in MY HEALING CIRCLE, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, My HEALING CIRCLE Virtual Parties, MY STORY, PROFILE
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Pocket Riders Holiday Party

23 December 2010
Posted by danusia007   in MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY RAPIST, My HEALING CIRCLE Virtual Parties, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, MY HEALING CIRCLE, My Family NEPHEW, MY STORY
lots of chocolate and fave secret recipes

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i am in sooo much pain !

13 December 2010
Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., MY STORY
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Posted by danusia007   in career and UNIVERSITY, My Family I salute my brother, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family NEPHEW, My Family SISTER, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY, please forgive me, PROFILE, REFLECTIONS, support
I believe that the assault two years ago was premeditated. I believe that they were waiting for me to be alone.

There is now an alarm post for security near where I was assaulted so no one will be isolated like i was.

I still have flashbacks about the assault


I am too sick these days to do much.


My nephew had to have surgery today so I am...
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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES support, MY STORY, PROFILE, support
i can not believe what this government


does in the name of ineffiency !!!

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Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY
cabin fever from being ill


cabin fever from hiding

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Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY STORY
the last 2 months have been quite hectic


i am quite ill


i am doing a lot of arm chair travel



it is hot humid and muggy !!!

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i am quite ill

02 July 2010
Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY STORY
i may post more later

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i am quite ill

25 June 2010
Posted by danusia007   in CLINICAL SERVICES housing, MY STORY
i am having an ongoing situation with my leg

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Posted by danusia007   in MY STORY, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., support
trigger warning



i had to have the emergency procedure done again






:o: :glare: :blink: :oo:

:bawling: :confused: :unsure:


:hissyfit: :sick: :gaah:




all because of paperwork not being done properly

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Posted by danusia007   in MY STORY, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., support
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my leg needs to be re examined

this is related to the long delays with my tribunals

i have had a week of home nursing


having to hide and keep a low profile isnt helping


and the mountain of paperwork


i hope my new doctor can finally get this to clear up


it has been ongoing for years

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to be continue

02 June 2010
Posted by danusia007   in MY RAPIST, MY STALKER AND ASSAILANT, MY STORY
every stereotype imaginable

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Posted by danusia007   in support, REFLECTIONS, please forgive me, MY STORY, MY HEALING CIRCLE sometimes a friend, My Family SISTER, My Family OLDER BROTHER Perp and Victim, My Family NEPHEW, My Family MOM the delimna perp and survivor, My Family I salute my brother, CLINICAL SERVICES support, CLINICAL SERVICES housing, CLINICAL SERVICES health serv..., career and COLLEGE
extreme trigger warnings

this has been edited


i was hoping to post this earlier

circumstances prevented me from doing so

Dec 6th is for naming and remembering

I have chosen Dec 6th

to be my memorial day

for my sister.


I have also chosen

this location

to be her gravesite


My sister was born in my parents house


I have been told

that...
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This is basically my space to spill out everything I'm thinking and feeling.

Please note that some of the content here may be triggering.

What I write here is just me being honest with myself. Mostly just venting about things, realisations, and my path through healing.

There will be talk of CSA, SA, R, SI and ED here.

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